School Days are like Bad Hair Days
Glancing into the rear view mirror of the
past,
you realize that all the students you went
to school
with were enough to fill a history book.
You can see them on the train, the
toughies, cardigan
stretchers, knee-crackers from your primary
school.
In your head, they never age, and on hot afternoons
you hear their voices, making sweat trickle
down the
blue serge you wore every day. Your
neighbour’s
doorbell sounds like the one lifted from
the school
at graduation. And Bronwyn Hobbs is still
screaming
across the playground towards Wendy
Ballantine.
You need these voices as a reminder of the
English teacher
who marched you outside for calling Gloria
Cable “Nitsy”
– other culprits getting away with it, as
well as smoking
on the train. You weren’t perfect except
for the A’s while
their grades dropped as fast as their
nickers in beach
volley ball.You forget most of the kids’
names, all
except Fattie Parsons whose father was the
local cop,
so you couldn’t call him fat — well not to his
face.
What hadn’t dropped off in the scuffle of
fights over
the years was already opening onto the
road. Your hand
me-down school shoes with cracked uppers, finding
the
sting of double-gees in socks hard going up
the hill.
You can’t remember what your final term paper
said,
but you do remember burning your books, textbooks,
and loose papers, the blackened charred
edges curling
somewhere on a reference to William Butler
Yeats.
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