The Collector
In the
distress of turning seventy-five and losing her driver's license, Marjorie was
forced to walk to the shops every day for groceries, to the bank, chemist or
her most important stop, Good Sammy's.
In previous years she hadn't noticed all
the street litter scattered throughout her town. Her journeys had always been
viewed from inside, on plush leather seats, with the immensity of the landscape
flashing by from tinted windows or through windscreen wipers on foggy, winter
mornings.
On foot, she walked past rubbish that was
left where it couldn't possibly find its own strategy to leave. Mostly, the
littered items were cigarette butts, plastic bags, bottles, packaging and
take-away food containers. In the local park she felt the hooded presence of
vandalism: broken glass, graffiti, and two swings left twisted into an
inaccessible knot on the top crossbar. Marjorie cared that the broken glass was
dangerous, especially for school children, other elderly pedestrians and the
local tom cats.
It annoyed her that on rubbish days, the
wheelie bins overflowed with smelly foodstuff, attracting the crows. 'Look at
this,' she allowed herself to call out. 'Bread crusts, tomato ends, soggy
paper, sticking to my good shoes. Be damned!'
She carried small amounts of shopping back
from the supermarket and an extra rolled bag for the rubbish. In her exuberant
way it was to avenge those who littered. With her full water bottle, she washed
the exterior of plastic bottles or cans, and also rinsed her fingers before
placing a dirty carton or chocolate wrapper inside.
Each day she went shopping, she picked up
litter that was in her reach, and returned with it. Each day it was a
collection of recycling: paper scraps, plastic, Big Mac polystyrene. Marjorie
avoided the broken glass for fear of cutting herself.
When she arrived home, she opened the garage
door and threw the full plastic bag inside. It landed with a clunk on top of
the car.
She squeezed back the front door. Everything
was inert and too big to pass by, so she climbed over a stack of junkmail,
cardboard boxes, pizza boxes and newspapers. After she had put the cold items
in the fridge, Marjorie felt the comforting seasons of everything accumulated.
The deceptive tenderness of handmade cushions, crochet, children's clothes,
stuffed toys, quilts and embroidery. She sat down on a giant bag of clothes
that was plumb with junk mail, old catalogues and kitchen cloths. She picked up
her knitting that spread the length of the sitting room, and struggled with the
red wool that had snared behind the couch.
Tired from her day's collecting, Marjorie
groped her way upstairs, moving slowly step over step as one does over a
thousand dangers. She lay on her double bed, dominated with the forlorn glad-rags
of time; the empty shapes of coats, skirts, blouses, furs, hats and dresses and
fell into a deep, comfortable sleep.
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